Tuesday, April 27, 2010

let loose

"Is there anything better than to be longing for something, when you know it is within reach?" - Greta Garbo
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the longing for someone to hold, for someone to hug in the cold but lonely nights has been creeping in.

but, in the past two nights, you have been my constant companion as i doze off to a restful sleep.

in a bed fit for one, we’ve managed to snug perfectly together.

we lay closely to each other. relishing the silence and stillness of the night.

that warm, cozy feeling i so have missed.

you allowed me to engulf you with my sweet embrace. my soft caress. and even my light kisses.

you let me lie down on your soft yet at the same time firm body as slumber whisks me off to a wonderful dream.

you lay still and allow me to hug you oh so much tighter at times when i wake up in the middle of the night.

and i smile.

as i wake up, never once did you leave by my side. still waiting to be cuddled and held much closer to my body.

again, i smile as i see you still there, so close to me.

and this will be our third night.

for tonight, i will sleep beside as you will also sleep beside me once more.

if only...

if only, you were not some lifeless pillow

that can never hold

and hug me back

ever.

10 comments:

Tristan Tan said...

Aw. Come, lemme hug you.

lee said...

@tristan: i just got a hug from THE tristan tan. *faints*

this truly made my day =) thanks :D

red the mod said...

You just described my nights. There are times I would hold my own hand, hoping someday someone would hold it for me. There are nights I would lay my head on my arm, wishing it would be someone else' keeping me still. I would lull myself to sleep to my own deep breathing. That maybe someday, soon, someone would lull me with his.

Anonymous said...

*hugs* :)

Yani ٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶◙ said...

here is a *hug* for you!

just blog-hopping!!

Darc Diarist said...

ako rin, hugs!!!!!! :D

Anonymous said...

mamili ka: pillow or si ursula ang huhug sa yo?

magtiis ka muna sa fhillowe, better days are coming for you. =)

lee said...

@red: aaawwww... here's to us finding that someone. soon =D

@jepoy & darc: hugs back pagpunta ko dyan hehehe

@yani: thanks! and feel free to hop back in :D

@dabo: grabe natawa ako sa choices. pramis! hahaha fhillowe na lng hehehe

Mac Callister said...

waaaa kala ko may special human being sa tabi mo muntik na ako mainggit!LOL!

citybuoy said...

aww crap. i didn't see that coming. in my mind, i was preparing my comment na aww i'm so happy for you! pero i got to the end. now we both need a hug. :c

>:D<

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