Friday, May 27, 2016 1 comments

emotional zombie

“I don’t think all writers are sad, she said. I think it’s the other way around - all sad people write.” - Lang Leav

just when you thought you have no more tears to shed, you suddenly catch yourself crying.

the past few weeks have been really depressing. sometimes you forget, sometimes your mind just falls blank. but it becomes painful when you remember.

at night, you stare blankly while laying on your cold and lonely bed. again, thinking, wondering, hoping, and praying.

for the past nights now, i have constantly prayed for strength to move on from this emotion - this state of sadness. but deep inside, i want - no, i long for that chance to rebuild everything again and create better memories.

until that time, my heart will remain broken and continue to cry until it runs dry.

Wednesday, July 4, 2012 3 comments


“Most of us can remember a time when a birthday - especially if it was one's own - brightened the world as if a second sun has risen.” – Robert Staughton Lynd

every year on your birthday, know that someone is happy

happy to care for you

happy to laugh with you (and even cry with you)

happy to share life with you

happy to love you

because know that

you are and will always be

someone’s sweet blessing.

Thursday, June 21, 2012 4 comments

a visit

“No distance of place or lapse of time can lessen the friendship of those who are thoroughly persuaded of each other's worth.”  – Robert Southey

i miss this.

this space.

you were once my daily fix.

you were my first activity before i start working.

my last activity before i go to sleep at night.

i miss the people.

their stories.

but i’ve noticed most have also not been updating their spaces.

where are they?

i hope they come back and share their stories again.

i miss them.

this is space used to be my sanctuary.

reality got in the way.

maybe it’s time to come and visit more often.

hop and “listen” once again.

because, i really miss this.

Thursday, March 1, 2012 2 comments


“One of the very nicest things about life is the way we must regularly stop whatever it is we are doing and devote our attention to eating.”  – Luciano Pavarotti and William Wright

in times when you text that you had to cancel your order in a restaurant

because your food has not been served yet after 30 minutes,

i wish i could be there to comfort you

say “relax, we’ll find another place.

and accompany you for dinner even if i already had mine.

so, is a text or a call okay with you?

just for now. :)

i’ll also send a virtual hug for you to top it all off! >:D<
Wednesday, February 22, 2012 3 comments


“It would be so nice if something made sense for a change.” – Alice

i am Alice who never got in to wonderland

i only got a glimpse through the key hole of that tiny door.

it opened a couple of times.

i only got one foot in.

i am Alice and i want to experience wonderland.

it might be crazy.

it might be weird.

but i want to be lost, be amazed, be surprised.

i am Alice knocking for wonderland.

please open the door and let me in.

to wander inside would be bliss.

and to experience the greatness that’s inside.

i am Alice waiting and ready to get inside.

i wish wonderland…

Monday, February 6, 2012 3 comments

seize the day!

“Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.” – Dalai Lama

i smiled the first time i heard this song.

and now still, i smile everytime i hear it.

makes me feel giddy, sunshine-y, happy.

just like a kid eating ice cream on a warm sunny day.


Hooray for mornings and things that make them good

Hooray for beaming smiles that make my day

Hooray for stops and gos

Hooray for colors and quick hellos

Hooray for surprises that walk my way

Hooray for friends I'll make, oh hey...hey!

Hooray for treats that make me smile,

Like magic stripes that fill the sky

Hooray for days that make me say,

Oh Hooray for today!

p.s. and the song is in loop in my playlist :)
Sunday, January 29, 2012 2 comments

buy buy

“The World is a book, and those who do not travel read only a page.” - St. Augustine

helloooooo new traveling bag!

kahit na i don’t have any plans of traveling – uhm, much (lol) – this year, binili ko pa rin sya.

50% off kaya.

3 months 0% installment pa.

and it’s pretty.


ang gastos ng january ko!!!