just a thought

"We sometimes encounter people, even perfect strangers, who begin to interest us at first sight, somehow suddenly, all at once, before a word has been spoken.” - Fydor Dostoevsky
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how can someone with so much love to give be caught in a situation that is less than what is ideal?

when every feeling and every emotion seems right, but the fact remains that it is not. perfect as it may seem, but in reality it is not. and no matter what you do, you are still at the losing end.

when it is hard to let go of the feeling and do what is deemed to be the right thing to do.

yes, relish the moment, the emotion, the feeling that you are experiencing now. but, always remember and realize that in the end you are the one who will get hurt bigtime. i hope that you wake up at the right time before this dream turns into a nightmare. i know i may not be in the position to tell you this, but just keep that in mind. :)

there are others out there who will be worth all the love that you can give. and who can give you the same love that you deserve. without the complications.

you are a special person and you deserve someone more special than what you have right now. :)