emotional zombie

“I don’t think all writers are sad, she said. I think it’s the other way around - all sad people write.” - Lang Leav

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just when you thought you have no more tears to shed, you suddenly catch yourself crying.

the past few weeks have been really depressing. sometimes you forget, sometimes your mind just falls blank. but it becomes painful when you remember.

at night, you stare blankly while laying on your cold and lonely bed. again, thinking, wondering, hoping, and praying.

for the past nights now, i have constantly prayed for strength to move on from this emotion - this state of sadness. but deep inside, i want - no, i long for that chance to rebuild everything again and create better memories.

until that time, my heart will remain broken and continue to cry until it runs dry.