stars aligned

"Men are like the stars; some generate their own light while others reflect the brilliance they receive." - Jose Marti
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i read this forwarded e-mail a few days ago. and for the lack of better things to write, i thought of posting it here.


SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

spontaneous. high appeal. rare to find. great when found. loves being in long relationships. so much love to give. a loner most of the time. loses patience easily and will not take crap. if in a bad mood stay FAR away. gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. defends loved ones with all their abilities. can be childish often. not one to mess with. very pretty. very romantic. ince to everyone they meet. their love is one of a kind. silly, fun and sweet. have own unique appeal. most caring person you will ever meet! amazing in bed!!! not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.


and yes, everything is so true. 'nuff said. :)

just do it!

"The best way to get something done is to begin." - Author Unknown
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i think i really need to focus now and not get distracted so easily. enough of procrastination. i really have to work on and finish my paper.

i’ll do just that.

tomorrow.

promise =D

a hearty lol

"You can't deny laughter; when it comes, it plops down in your favorite chair and stays as long as it wants." - Stephen King (Hearts in Atlantis)
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i greeted the new year with a big smile on my face.

nothing special really happened. it was the usual new year’s celebration that we have been having. just a simple celebration with family.

i guess it was knowing that i left behind the unnecessary emotional baggage that i have been carrying the past weeks. and finally, i think i have found the peace of mind. i just couldn’t help but smile.

i had set out to finish three of my long-overdue post grad assignments today. but, the procrastinator in me once again prevailed. i practically ate, slept and surfed the net the whole day. i have tomorrow and sunday to finish it anyway (oh wait! i have to work tomorrow. ugh!).

as i was browsing through my facebook account earlier, i just couldn’t ignore the posts of my “ex-SO”. so yeah, i viewed his profile. what i read in his “about me” just, well... made me speechless for awhile, but then, i just had to laugh.

"i know cannot end the night without doing this number. Kahit saan ako magperform this has been my most requested number in all of my shows...i will always love you!" lani

i know most would not consider this funny. but hey, i know he adores lani misalucha but putting that in his about me box in facebook is just plain funny. and what’s up with posting the Profile interview of lani video links. talk about obsessed.

also, he unlisted himself as married after i unlisted myself as in a relationship.

i don’t know if i’m just bitter or what, but hey this just made my day. =D

reading through my previous post, i realized i was just too cheesy and emo. but now, i can finally say that i have picked up the remaining pieces of my once “broken heart” with what I saw in his profile.

now i can finally have a very hearty laugh.

ugh! i just had to blog about this. =D

and with that, i will leave you with this.

happy ending

"Forgiveness and letting go are steps on our road back to happiness" - Tina Dayton
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this year, i got my heart broken - TWICE.

the first one i totally got over.

i trusted, fell for and got fooled by the person so easily. i pushed myself in and came into the situation with blind eyes knowing it was just for fun and there were lies from the very beginning.

stupid? yes. i got hurt with my heart broken into pieces.

nonetheless, i never regretted why i got myself into the whole situation. at least, i learned not to be too trusting, especially with a person whom you have just gotten know. and when you psyche yourself up that everything is for fun, leave it at that. never take it to the next level.

i forgave the person and i let go.

but the second and very recent one was hard for me – extremely hard.

i kept my guard up. as i've learned from the first one not to be too trusting anymore. i did not push myself in to the person. i waited. the moments spent together felt honest and sincere. i fell. the person fell. something both of us never expected. then, certain words were said.

i gave my word to hold on to the person when the person comes back the next year. we both agreed to continue what we have started despite the temporary distance.

and just when i thought we were moving forward with the relationship, everything just came to a halt. i felt like being taken away to the heavens and was left mid-air not knowing whether i would come crashing down back to the ground or be taken to greater heights.

i was left bothered and confused. i did not know what went wrong.

just a few days back, i decided to let go of my promise to hold on. i can no longer wait and put my life on hold for someone who never showed that the person is worth waiting for.

i have slowly picked myself up. just a few more bits to make my again broken heart in tip-top condition.

i have forgiven the person and i am now moving on.

in just a few hours, a new year will greet us all.

i will start all over again.

i will be making new memories.

and this time, i will find my happy ending. =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

unsealed

"Before I speak, I have something important to say" - Groucho Marx
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i am a bomb waiting to explode.

i am quiet. i keep my thoughts and feelings to myself.

but, i cannot take it anymore. somehow, i just need the feel to expose myself. just to let it all out.

it's here where i will reveal myself. i will ramble and i will rant. at times, i will be crazy and be silly. but there will be times when i will be serious and show how emo i can be.

starting from now, i will no longer be silent.

"hi! i am LEE!"

and this is where i will SPEAK.